Stable… we shouldn’t talk until I am stable.
I’m sorry does your damage offend you, does it upset you?
This damage, is your lies, my obsession, your fakery, my nihilism.
Just go ahead and tell me you don’t care, but you won’t, cause you don’t.
You don’t get to be the better person, you don’t deserve my guilt.
You want to just move on, like you’ve done nothing wrong.
You tried to ghost me, you lied to me, you used me.
I have empathy with your dad, like him I will always love you.
A big part of me might always want the whole of you.
I really don’t want a liar, I really don’t want a user.
I don’t want to love someone, who doesn’t care about me.
But here I am, I’m sorry if my scars look bad on you,
but what do you expect me to do, I’m bleeding cause of you.
All you want to do is look away, avoid the consequences,
Of your fucked up actions. I’m a human, I feel! Are you? Do You?
One day, I truly hope you find, someone.
Someone that makes life make sense to you.
Someone who promises you everything you ever wanted.
A husband, a house, A family, a Future.
I just hope they aren’t like you,
Because you were all that to me,
You promised all that to me.
In reality you had nothing, for me.
I was a quick fix, now your over all this.
Suppose its easier, when you don’t actually love.
Damn Right I’m unstable, but at least, I’m not able to be as cold as you.