Just so you know, what I’m about to say, I don’t expect to change anything.
I love you, like you don’t know, I miss you, I cant seem to let you go.
No BS I would die for you, I’d give my life for you, no doubt and you know.
You could murder my relatives, spit in my face and leave without a trace.
I’d still love You A, just so you know, my life feels empty without you.
I don’t care how pointless all of this is,
I love you and I will never stop, I don’t want to.
This wedding is messing with me, I should have been talking about you.
Now I’m going to be there sitting awkwardly wishing I’d disappear.
Not being happy and seeing my future, our future in those feelings.
This is going to hurt like hell, without you, I cant love myself.
Just so you know, I’m still alive, if merely being, counts.
I’m a spec of who you made me, that guy does not resemble me.
This doesn’t feel like living, just barely surviving,
Just so you know, I love you