I’m fading again, I’m still falling.
I crawl back to you, your Facebook page.
I did so well to avoid this for months.
With sadness, comes the flood and the empty.
Inside voices, screaming, I am nothing, I should end me!
New people, same me, New day, same anxiety.
Face facts, this is it, face facts, lets end all of this.
End everything, end everything, just end everything,
I don’t want to be anything, independent, failure, nothing.
From a place where, no one is really anyone, look who I am
This is torture, to be forced to live.
To be forced to fade away,
To be forced to feel it all,
To do nothing but watch your own downfall