I’m So Fucking Tired (Poem)

 

I’m tired, I’m so fucking tired.

Of myself and my bullshit.

I may not end my own life, hasn’t it already happened?

But, you already know, what’s in my head.

I hurt in slow motion, feeling what I can never be.

 

I am surrounded by my limitations, I’m suffocated by my malfunction,

I feel like, a corpse, these thoughts, they fucking hound me!

Closure for my wounds, my body fills a tomb.

Speak it though, clearly talk, no wonder she wanted more.

 

All I’m going to do is, write some more,

In an attempt at being busy, being something.

I’m tired, so fucking tired, of vaguely remembering being happy,

Then I nose dive, in to the “why’s” why wouldn’t she hear me,

Why should I even fucking care, why the fuck aren’t I there,

Why the fuck can’t I get over this and why must I still suffer here!  

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